“I’m an asshole”
It’s a great song, I love it. Haven’t heard it in years, but it was good…has a great chorus.
I’ve always been an asshole, I know it…I try not to be but it always comes through. You piss me off, you’ll have to deal with my rage. Depending on how much is up to you and how much you’ve pissed me off.
I’ve only gotten physically pissed once…or so. One particular dipshit kept pushing me to the point that I picked him up by the throat, held him agains the wall and drew back. I had a couple of friends grab my drawn back arm before I could drill the guy, but I was ready to make his life a living hell as well as give him a multi-colored reminder why he shouldn’t push me. That was also about 12 years ago and I’ve calmed down since then, but I’ve also gotten stronger. I weighed a whopping 160 pounds at that point fitting into a size 30 waist pair of pants.
Recently I found out that it doesn’t come out only when I’m pissed but if my feelings have been hurt. Yes, I really do have feelings. I don’t show emotion explicitly, one has to know what to look for in order to tell if I am upset. The bad part is I don’t let things just “roll of my back” it takes me a while for me to get over things.
This is who I am, how I am and who I will be for the rest of my life. Don’t want to deal with it? Don’t piss me off.
I really need to try to find that Dennis Leary song….
